December 4, 2017

Tuesday was a little hard for me because of certain things like we didn't have much success and I'm always beating myself up over the language but ill be fine right?

Wednesday we had a multi zone training with Pres Rios and that was amazing about being obedient and how we should have no less than 1 baptism a month which is really cool to think about!. but yeah i was stressing so much after that because all that new info and other things. but we actually had a lot of success that night!

Thursday was another stressful day. he wanted me to direct the area today and he scheduled people that we rarely visit so I didn't know what i was doing and he didn't help me at all. the most stressful thing i have ever done in my life! I felt like such a failure but after dinner I got pumped up again and went back to it. Elder Gunn told me that the difference between a good and a bad missionary is that when a bad missionary makes mistakes he gives up. so that pumped me up! the rest of the day was really good.

Friday morning we did 3 hours of service and we got super worn out and i got burnt so bad. but it was all good! After that we had 0 success with anything and we basically just walked forever! 

Saturday we had baptism interviews for out baptisms and Stanik was perfect as always and came early and it was great! but Ivonne didn't even show up so we think that she doesn't really want to get baptized which was super frustrating but its gonna be all good i think! 

Sunday was another good fast Sunday! we had a great first lesson with this guy named Santo! he really has a good relationship with God and Christ and when we were talking about the Book of Mormon he was super unsure because he's been with the bible his whole life and adding another book is weird for him but he promised that he would read 3 Nephi 11 and pray about it so that's super cool! every time i get to say the first vision its super powerful and I can feel the spirit so strong!

but other that its been a slow week but just need to have patience and its gonna be good!

love you guys and sorry for the rushed letter! i never have enough time to write anyone! but I really love getting letters  and there are a lot of people that i still want to know how they are doing! so write me please!